THANK-YOU SUSIE FROM OUR FAMILY.

OUR HEARTS ARE HEAVY MISSING YOU BUBBY , I KNOW I WILL GET TO HOLD YOU TIGHTLY AGAIN SO MOM GOES ON AND SIS . JUST KEEP COMING TO OUR DREAMS. WE NEED YOU ALWAYS AND I KNOW WE WILL HAVE YOU ALWAYS WATCHING OVER US. YOU ARE HERE WITH US AND WE WANT YOU TO STAY FOREVER. YOU ARE NEVER GONE TO US, WE STILL COUNT ON YOU SON.

                                  LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!

                                                         MOM AND SIS

HAPPY THANKSGIVING BUBBY

 Christmas without you
White Christmas and I'm blue
I love you I miss you
So sad but so true

Christmas without you
Like a mystery with no clues
Like fireworks with no fuse
Christmas without you

The sweetest gift I know would be if the new snow
Could fall on your footsteps on this Christmas Eve

The most joyous Christmas if luck could be with us
Would be if Saint Nicholas brought you home to me

Christmas without you
White Christmas and I'm blue
I love you I miss you I need you
So sad but so true

Christmas without you
Like a mystery with no clues
Like fireworks with no fuse
Christmas without you

Christmas without you, white Christmas and I'm blue
I love you, I miss you, so sad but so true

Christmas without you,
I just can't get used to
I just have known you,
Christmas without you

You know that I want you, you know that I need you
You know that I need you, you know that I want you
You know that I love you, I need you, I love you, honest I do.

                                       MERRY CHRISTMAS BUBBY,,

                                               MISSING U---- MOM

THE LIGHTS ARE BLINKING MERRILY, THE TINSELS ON THE TREE

IT SITS THERE IN THE WINDOW FOR ALL THE WORLD TO SEE.

THE HOUSE IS FILLED WITH HOLLY AND PINECONE SCENTS IN THE AIR

THE CHRISTMAS CARDS ARE COMING EACH ONE IS HUNG WITH CARE.

THE GIFTS ARE TIED WITH RIBBONS RED AND TOPPED WITH PREETY BOWS

I'M DONE WITH ALL THE DETAILS AS FAR AS CHRISTMAS GOES.

THE FIRE IS SOFTLY GLOWING ,I THINK ABOUT YOUR HUGS

BUT CHRISTMAS ISN'T CHRISTMAS,,I MISS YOU OH, SO MUCH

IF I COULD HAVE JUST ANYTHING MY CHRISTMAS WISH WOULD BE

TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND FIND YOU HERE WITH ME.

I TALK ABOUT OUR CHRISTMAS PAST

THE JOY AND LOVE WE SHARED

STARING AT YOUR PICTURE, I LONG TO BE SET FREE

TONIGHT THE TEARS ARE STREAMING,AS I HOLD IT NEXT TO ME.

FLAKES OF SNOW SWIRL THROUGH THE AIR, I'M BRACED FOR STORMY WEATHER.

I WAIT FOR BRIGHTER DAY'S AHEAD WHEN WE CAN BE TOGETHER.

SO HOLD A PLACE IN HEAVEN SON

SOMEDAY WHEN LIFE IS THROUGH

I'LL BE THE CHRISTMAS ANGEL WHO SHARES THIS DAY WITH YOU.

                                      MERRY CHRISTMAS BUBBY---LOVE YOU

                                 
THANK YOU SUSIE FOR THE BEAUTIFUL WORK

I have not turned my back on you,

So there is no need to cry,
I am watching you from Heaven,

Just beyond the morning sky;
I have seen you almost fall apart,

When you could barely stand,
I asked the Lord to comfort you,

And I watched him take your hand.
He told me you were in more pain,
Than I could ever be,

He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me;
Although you may not feel my touch;

Or see me by your side,
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.

BUBBY , AT HIS BEAUTIFUL SISTERS WEDDING.

  

 

                      

                                   


BUBBY;

TO THOSE WHO JUST FIND IT HARD TO UNDERSTAND THIS AWFUL GRIEF,,,,                   

 

Don’t Tell Me

Please don’t tell me you know how I feel,
Unless you have lost your child too,

Please don’t tell me my broken will heal,
Because that is just not true,

Please don’t tell me my son is in a better place,
Though it is true, I want him here with me,

Don’t tell me someday I’ll hear his voice, see his face,
Beyond today I cannot see,

 
Don’t tell me it is time to move on,
Because I cannot,

Don’t tell me to face the fact he is gone,
Because denial is something I can’t stop,

Don’t tell me to be thankful for the time I had,
Because I wanted more,

Don’t tell me when I am my old self you will be glad,
I’ll never be as I was before,

What you can tell me is you will be here for me,
That you will listen when I talk of my child,

You can share with me my precious memories,
You can even cry with me for a while,
And please don’t hesitate to say his name.

Because it is something I long to hear,
Friend please realize that I can never be the same,

 
But if you stand by me, your friendship will be my
treasure.

Sally--Mother
In memory of my child-TROY COLLINS JR

 

YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE SON,

SO DON'T EVER BE AFRAID,

I WILL WALK ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE !

 






This memorial website was created in 

memory of Troy Collins Jr.  Troy was 

born at Fisher Titus Hospital on 

September 20 1983.  He was taken 

from 

this earth on July 7 1999.  He has one 

sister, Sabrina Dials, Two nephews 

Dustin Dials and Trevor Dials. His 

brother inlaw OJ also.  He loved them 

so much .     He made plans when he 

turned 18 to move to kentucky and be 

with shelly.  He never made it.  But i 

am 

so sure Troy is looking down from 

heaven ,"saying i will wait for you all" 

to come be with me.  

 

WHEN the lord took my child

I am so very glad

he never let him suffer, it was instant. 

People tell you to move on, but they 

are 

always  someone who has not went 

through the loss of there child.  No one 

knows the pain and anger, grief we 

must live with, unless they have lost 

coming  home expecting to see that 

smile,all the "I love you,s and the 

kisses 

on  your cheek.  Troy was that child.   

He had so much love that noone got 

left  out.  "Mommy misses everyday 

without you bub".  Life is not nor never 

will be the same till i see you waiting in 

heaven with those wide arms open.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You are our angel and i would never 

ask the lord to send you back to us to  

suffer the ways of this world.  Even 

though we suffer your loss.  We want 

the best for you and what better than 

to 

never feel no more pain.  All i ever 

wanted was the best i could give.  And 

if that means for us to suffer without 

you because we know you are happy 

and have beautiful wings,  wrapped in 

the arms of god. I love you son. 










 Your sister misses having all  the things 
you 

and her did together.  The playing around 

and all the little  goofy things you did only 

to make her laugh.  You always wanted to 

make her smile.  Bub was always the type 

of 

child who tried not to get angry, he would 

always walk away and say those famous 

words: "Just let it go".  












OJ was like a brother to you,  you two loved 

one another . You wanted to hang out with 

him all the time.  Well i know he misses all 

the things you two would do. 


You was a beautiful baby, who grew into a 

man that along the way touched so many 

hearts.  I try to acomplish day by day to 

just make it without you,just like the 

people 

who loved you and knew you would give a 

smile whether young or old .  God needs 

flowers for his garden to grow and i believe 

with all my heart, he chose you to put 

into that garden.  Mom loves you son and i 

will look for you when god takes 

me home.,rest in the arms of God...  






               
  
   


  





LIFE WITHOUT YOU SEEMS SO DIFFERENT

THERE'S A VOID THAT'S AS BIG AS THE SKY.

GOD SENT HIS ANGELS TO TAKE YOU,

AND STILL WE KEEP WONDERING WHY.

YOUR LIFE ON EARTH HAD SUCH MEANING

FROM THE LOVE AND THE KINDNESS YOU SHARED.

AND EVERYONE WHO EVER KNEW YOU 

HAD NO DOUBT THAT YOU CARED.

THOSE OF US LEFT BEHIND STILL REMEMBER

HOW YOU TOUCHED US IN YOUR SPECIAL WAY.

WE MISS YOUR SWEET SMILE AND YOUR LAUGHTER,

AND WISH YOU WERE WITH US EACH DAY.

THE PAIN IN OUR HEARTS CAN'T BE MEASURED

WE SOMETIMES DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

THATS WHEN WE ASK GOD TO HELP US

MAKE IT THROUGH LIFE WITHOUT YOU.