THANK YOU SUSIE FOR THE BEAUTIFUL WORK
I have not turned my back on you,
So there is no need to cry, I am watching you from Heaven,
Just beyond the morning sky; I have seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand, I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And I watched him take your hand. He told me you were in more pain, Than I could ever be,
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard, Then gave your hand to me; Although you may not feel my touch;
Or see me by your side, I've whispered that I love you, While I wiped each tear you cried.
BUBBY , AT HIS BEAUTIFUL SISTERS WEDDING.
BUBBY;
TO THOSE WHO JUST FIND IT HARD TO UNDERSTAND THIS AWFUL GRIEF,,,,
Don’t Tell Me
Please don’t tell me you know how I feel, Unless you have lost your child too,
Please don’t tell me my broken will heal, Because that is just not true,
Please don’t tell me my son is in a better place, Though it is true, I want him here with me,
Don’t tell me someday I’ll hear his voice, see his face, Beyond today I cannot see,
Don’t tell me it is time to move on, Because I cannot,
Don’t tell me to face the fact he is gone, Because denial is something I can’t stop,
Don’t tell me to be thankful for the time I had, Because I wanted more,
Don’t tell me when I am my old self you will be glad, I’ll never be as I was before,
What you can tell me is you will be here for me, That you will listen when I talk of my child,
You can share with me my precious memories, You can even cry with me for a while, And please don’t hesitate to say his name.
Because it is something I long to hear, Friend please realize that I can never be the same,
But if you stand by me, your friendship will be my treasure.
Sally--Mother In memory of my child-TROY COLLINS JR
YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE SON, SO DON'T EVER BE AFRAID, I WILL WALK ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE !
This memorial website was created in memory of Troy Collins Jr. Troy was born at Fisher Titus Hospital on September 20 1983. He was taken from this earth on July 7 1999. He has one sister, Sabrina Dials, Two nephews Dustin Dials and Trevor Dials. His brother inlaw OJ also. He loved them so much . He made plans when he turned 18 to move to kentucky and be with shelly. He never made it. But i am so sure Troy is looking down from heaven ,"saying i will wait for you all" to come be with me.
WHEN the lord took my child
I am so very glad
he never let him suffer, it was instant. People tell you to move on, but they are always someone who has not went through the loss of there child. No one knows the pain and anger, grief we must live with, unless they have lost coming home expecting to see that smile,all the "I love you,s and the kisses on your cheek. Troy was that child. He had so much love that noone got left out. "Mommy misses everyday without you bub". Life is not nor never will be the same till i see you waiting in heaven with those wide arms open.
You are our angel and i would never ask the lord to send you back to us to suffer the ways of this world. Even though we suffer your loss. We want the best for you and what better than to never feel no more pain. All i ever wanted was the best i could give. And if that means for us to suffer without you because we know you are happy and have beautiful wings, wrapped in the arms of god. I love you son. Your sister misses having all the things you and her did together. The playing around and all the little goofy things you did only to make her laugh. You always wanted to make her smile. Bub was always the type of child who tried not to get angry, he would always walk away and say those famous words: "Just let it go". OJ was like a brother to you, you two loved one another . You wanted to hang out with him all the time. Well i know he misses all the things you two would do. You was a beautiful baby, who grew into a man that along the way touched so many hearts. I try to acomplish day by day to just make it without you,just like the people who loved you and knew you would give a smile whether young or old . God needs flowers for his garden to grow and i believe with all my heart, he chose you to put into that garden. Mom loves you son and i will look for you when god takes me home.,rest in the arms of God... LIFE WITHOUT YOU SEEMS SO DIFFERENT THERE'S A VOID THAT'S AS BIG AS THE SKY. GOD SENT HIS ANGELS TO TAKE YOU, AND STILL WE KEEP WONDERING WHY. YOUR LIFE ON EARTH HAD SUCH MEANING FROM THE LOVE AND THE KINDNESS YOU SHARED. AND EVERYONE WHO EVER KNEW YOU HAD NO DOUBT THAT YOU CARED. THOSE OF US LEFT BEHIND STILL REMEMBER HOW YOU TOUCHED US IN YOUR SPECIAL WAY. WE MISS YOUR SWEET SMILE AND YOUR LAUGHTER, AND WISH YOU WERE WITH US EACH DAY. THE PAIN IN OUR HEARTS CAN'T BE MEASURED WE SOMETIMES DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. THATS WHEN WE ASK GOD TO HELP US MAKE IT THROUGH LIFE WITHOUT YOU.
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Tributes and Condolences
MISSING YOU ALWAYS / Shelly Greathouse-Crisp (Cousin)
i just wanted to write and say i love you and miss you!! not 1 day goes by that i don't think about you and what we would be doing today.. I have Anthony now and he helps me a whole lot around this time of year. Nothing will ever be the same wi...
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I SIT HERE AND THINK ,, WHO WOULD HAVE EVER KNOWN, / MOM
BUB,
MY MIND STAYS ON YOU CONSTANTLY AND THIS MORNING MOM'S SITTING HERE THINKING "WHO WOULD HAVE EVER KNOWN MY BEAUTIFUL SON I GAVE BIRTH TO WOULD BE WAITING FOR MOM IN HEAVEN. YES, I WOULD HAVE TO SAY I USED TO TAKE SO MUCH FOR GRANTED ...
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I CAN'T BEAR IT SOMETIMES BUBBY,,,, / MOM
SOMETIMES BUBBY I CAN'T STAND IT NOT HAVING YOU HERE AND I JUST MAKE EVERYONE AROUND ME SO UNHAPPY, BUT I NEED YOU SON! YESTERDAY I TRIED TO TAKE A SMALL NAP AND THOUGHTS OF ALL YOUR SMILING DAYS AND YOUR WARM HEART MADE ME MISS YOU SO BAD. I PRAY FO...
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MISSING YOU SO MUCH TODAY BUBBY,,,,, / MOM
I WISH YOU WERE HERE SO BAD THAT MY EVERYWAKING DAY HURTS. I KNOW SOME DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW HEAVY THE PAIN IS IN MOM'S HEART FOR YOU BUT I KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PRAYER AWAY.
SOMETIMES BUB HIDING IN MY OWN WORLD IS BETTER THAN BEING AROUND ANYON...
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BUBBY,, MOM HAS SO MUCH TO SAY TO YOU. / MOM
I HAVE BEEN THINKING SO MUCH LATELY ABOUT HOW MY LIFE HAS BEEN SINCE YOU LEFT, I AM SO GLAD I HAVE GOD TO COUNT ON TO KEEP YOU SMILING SO BEAUTIFUL. WELL BUB , I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN ME AS I WAS WHEN SIS AND YOU WERE BOTH HERE. I KNOW SIS MISSES YOU S...
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BUBBY, I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART. / MOM Read >>
MERRY CHRISTMAS / Nancy Davis Read >>
Thinking of you and your family as the holidays approach.x / Diana&Pauline Of Angel Norma Starkey (Friend) Read >>
HAPPY THANKSGIVING,,,, ANGEL / MOM Read >>
STAR / MOM Read >>
FEELINGS / MOM Read >>
MOM NEEDS TO TALK, SON / MOM Read >>
Your birthday in heaven / MOM Read >>
I AM SO LONELY IN MY HEART WITHOUT YOU. / MOM Read >>
MISSING YOU!!! / Shelly Greathouse-Crisp (cousin) Read >>
TROY's Photo Album
MY KENTUCKY LOVING CHILD.
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MY KENTUCKY LOVING CHILD.
LOVE YOU SON!
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MOM,DAD AND BUBBY
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BUBS TOY
THIS IS YOUR LITTLE DUSTIN,BUB...
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TROY JR. AS A BABY
TEARS
TROYS 10TH BIRTHDAY
I WISH YOU WERE HERE SO BAD!
TROY AND SISTER WITH HIS LITTL...
BUB AND HIS CAR
TROY LOVED HIS RACOONS HE WOUL...
THIS IS MY DAD, WHOM BUB JOINE...
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TROY AND SIS AS BABYS ...
TROY FEEDING DUCKS WITH FRIEND...
TROY AT CHRISTMAS
BUB AND FREIND
THIS IS GENERAL, BREE AND BUBS...
TROY LOOKING AT US ...
TROY AS A CHILD, SECOND GRADE ...
BUBBY WITH HIS NEW BIKE. ...
TROY PLAYING AROUND WITH CHRIS...
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TROY COMING UP PORCH ...
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BUB GOING OUTSIDE. HE WAS 4 TH...
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MY BABY WAS SLEEPING.I MISS YO...
BUB WAS STANDING IN BEDROOM, W...
SLEEPY HEAD
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POSING ON COUCH FOR MOM AT CHR...
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Bub you are the love of all wh...
TROY IN 8'TH GRADE
BROWNS WAS # 1
BUB CARING FOR HIS SISTERS FIR...
BUB LOVED HIS RACOONS. ...
TROY AND HIS NEPHEW AT CHRISTM...
BUB AT HOSPITAL WITH SIS. ...
THIS IS BUB AT HIS SIS'S WEDDI...
BUB AND BREE AT CHRISTMAS. ...
BUB AND HIS BUDDY AT CHRISTMAS...
HE LOVED CHRISTMAS.
BUB AND SIS PLAYING GAMES TOGE...
BUB WITH UNCLE ROGER
MOM PLAYING WITH YOU BABE. WAV...
TROY JR.
BUB
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SIS AND BUB AT MONSTER TRUCK S...
BUBS BOOK ABOUT SIS
THIS WAS TROY JR IN FIRST GRAD...
BUBS CAR,,,, AND MOM PUT IN DE...
TROY JR. AND SIS FISHING. ...
MY BABY JUST LEARNING TO SIT U...
MOM,DUSTIN,BUBBY AND BREE. ...
TROY AND SIS WITH THEIR COUSIN...
BUBS BOOK ABOUT HIMSELF AS A C...
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MOM WITH HER PRECIOUS CHILDREN...
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ANGEL SON
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BUB WALKING TO CAR, WE WERE HE...
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BUBBY
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first day of school ...
gods gift
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BUB,STANDING IN FRONT OF TRUCK...
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LOVE YOU
MAN OF MY LIFE
moms baby boy
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PRCIOUS MEMORIES
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ALL SMILES
WELCOME TO OUR ANGEL TROY JR. ...
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HIS STUFFED RACOON. ...
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SO HAPPY
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MISS U SON!!!!!
Troys our Star for our lifetim...
MY SON BUB
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MY HEART COULD USE A HUG, BUBB...
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PICTURES OF BUBBY
JUSTIN BAYS:: BUBBYS BEST FRIE...
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUBBY,, FROM TH...
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BUB AND AUNT DELLA
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MY SON'S ANNIVERSARY OF DEATH....
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